Hello everyone, I have to say it is very uncharacteristic to do something like this. However, through stuggle I think it might be worthwhile, and I am curious to share my experience.

My mum was diagnosed with breast cancer about 10 years ago, I was only about 11 at the time and she had sucsessful surgery for the cancer to be removed. I will always remember how tired her chemo made her and at the time, I didn't understand why.  

Each year after everything was zapped away was amazing, it felt like we were getting further away from cancer which each year. About a year ago, I went to the hospital with my Mother to find her cancer was back. I immediately consoled her and had a strong urge that everything was going to be okay. She had a consistent positive outlook and always always said "i'm fine" when I was caring for her. My Mother never wanted the nurses to go into detail when we were at the hospital, therefore I never knew much of the severity of her cancer.

On the 6th of December I was told by someone close she may not make it. Having never thought of this, I thought It was plain negativity. On the the 7th I came home from work, where she passed out in front of me, and the next night in hospital she passed away in front of me and my family.  

Since then I was living with my brother, until he urged I find a place of my own about a month later. So me and my partner moved in together and I have just sold my Mother's house.  Sometimes it's impossible to win, I wish ( being a college student) I had more time to deal with everything, but it's also great to become totally absorbed in work. I feel comforted when I can do something, knowing she would be so proud and I might end up helping people like her. I wish the whole world knew my Mother, I wish I could still do as much for her.  

She deserves the universe.  I have created this page to simply raise awareness and I would be overjoyed to encourage people to help or even share. Thanks so much to anyone taking the time to read my page.