Hi Tina, Firstly please don't ever think your alone, I have just resently found this chat room and can see how supportive everyone on here is. I know that it feels that way a lot of the time but there's always someone here to talk too! I'm crossing all my fingers for your husband that he gets seen soon and treated. You are proof that even with the worst diagnosis there is hope the other side. Stay strong

Hi Janet Thank you so much for your kind words it really helped ! It's funny when I was diagnosed I never really thought how my loved ones felt and the impact it had on them, how selfish of me!! For me apart from the obvious worst case scenario the worst part of the current situation is the feeling of powerlessness I can't fix the situation and need to learn patience and patience is not my strongest asset. Today Don received his appointment with the specialist two weeks away but hopefully that time will pass quickly and we will know exactly what the diagnosis is. Once again thanks Janet I feel less emotional tonight and hopefully I will sleep tonight take care