Hi am new to all of this and on 3rd cycle of chemo for oesophageal cancer. Was managing well with diagnosis and first two cycles however this last one has floored me emotionally. Am on Capecitabine plus 8hr session once a cycle. Feeling low tired yet terrible sleep problems, nightmares then cannot get back to sleep. No appetite and just feel so anxious too all the time. Really hard for my partner too. I am due for surgery in May but the thought of more of this chemo and feeling like this is unberable. I know I should be bearing up better as many others have worse to face than me. Anybody else gone through this awful chemo low ????