Hi

Sorry to hear your situation n you can talk to anyone here no problem atall

Its for everyone wether diagnosed, recently list someone etc

How are you feeling about your situation?

Zoe

thank you for replying. to be honest it's a difficult one. my fiance and I don't live together, she lives with her extended family about an hour and a half away. she has decided she doesn't want me to see her at the worst times in her treatment so i see her roughly once a week if she's not throwing up.  I myself am disabled and suffer with continuous pain and mental health issues, so everything is very stressful just now. we talk and text every day. I'm very emotional. 

I hope I've not said anything out of turn.

Everyone deals with it differently, you just need to support her in the best way she wants and look after yourself too.

saw my fiance today. she's in a lot of pain but in high spirits. had a lovely day together. 

Thats lovely, enjoy all the time you have , cherish it all

You should get someone to talk to who can support you and talk through it all, dont go through it alone

Enjoy every precious moment you can grab together, good times, love & laughter are wonderful healers x

well it looks like my fiances cancer is now terminal, she told me today she is dying.  my eyes are so sore and I have a terrific head ache.