How did your operation go to remove the lump from breast? I hope it went ok and you are recovering well. It's completely natural to be struggling with such a life changing experience Vonne and I'm glad you've joined as you are not alone. Many members here went through a range of emotions when they found out they were diagnosed with cancer and hopefully some of them will be along soon to offer their support and share their experiences with you. I have included some information about coping with a cancer diagnosis here which I thought may be of use to you at this time.
Also if you feel like you need to talk to someone about what you are going through our cancer nurses are only a phone call away. Their freephone number is 0808 800 4040 and they are available Monday - Friday between 9a.m - 5p.m.
I hope this helps and remember; we're always here if you need us.
