hi my name is Elisabeth. My husband was diagnosed just before Christmas that the blockage in his bowel was cancer. It rocked our world. He is undergoing mop up chemo . The first cycle was ok but the second hit hard, it's so hard seeing him go through this. He is always active and walked everywhere. He went to the gym at least twice a week. Now he is so fatigued and I am disabled and trying to work and do stuff and look after him. I feel so helpless I don't know what to do for him. He's irritable and pushes me away. Today I had to tell him as it is then I cried . I know he will get better and I know that most of you are much worse. But it's good to be able to tell others how it is at the moment. Thank you