Diagnosed November 2014. Stage 4 melanoma cancer. Tumors in brain, was given 6 months to live. Surgery twice, gamma knife radiation two times (not fun). Conflicted feelings. Sitting on fence could go either way, happy to be alive and borderline breakdown. Living with time bomb in head. Healthy otherwise... Wouldn't know I had cancer on outside. Want to drink all time to escape. It's not what cancer does to me, it's how it affects everyone around me.

Thanks,

Steve