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Hello I am a newbie to site..Lady aged 65......I was diagnosed with cancer of the oesophagus 2nd September and am starting radiotherapy in 10 days for 16 sessions.......I cannot have surgery or chemo as I have a heart condition....with 2 by passes and 2 stents under my belt.....I am not feeling too well with everything now and am dreading having radiotherapy as I don't think I can cope with feeling iller....Also its an 1 hour trip to get to where I am having it and of course an hour back......I have been given a 1 in 3 chance of the tumour shrinking.....If not it should control it for a while.......Everyone says I have to give it a go....I am not so sure..