So far I've been doing ok, my blood results have been good. The past few days I've felt quite unwell and not been up to much. I really find it hard coping with the depression and overwhelming fear. Also I feel such a lack of hope a lot of the time, as there's no cure yet for this type of cancer. I do try to live in hope. I do have a great partner who really helps so much. And a recently rescued dog who stays by my side constantly. Today seems such a bleak day I just wanted to talk to other people who feel the same.

Heather