Hi i no this may seem stupid and i apperciate there are people on here with so much harder times but i just want some advice. Im at 39 year old male smoked 25 years of my.life have just packed up now. Around 2 months ago i went to gp with continuse stomach pain and was diagnosed with uti ecoli. Used antibiotics but pain continues every minute of the day i also have a cough now with lump in throat have lost over a stone in weight am awaiting ct scan for kidney uretus amd bladder pesterimg doctor with new symptoms every day. Making me unbearable and feel for my wife and kids. Im literally goimg through motions at the mo im adamant i have cancer which i no is stupid but cant talk to anyone as i feel so stupid. Sorry to bleat when i no so many other people are dealing with the real thing