Waiting on surgery to remove Adenocarcinoma in situ in my cervix. All Over the place with my moods and concentration, have managed to ruin my own relationship! Now have no one except my 4year old daughter... Fml.
Welcome to the forum but sorry for the reason that brings you here. I have no personal experience of the type of cancer you are having to cope with and it may help for you to add the type of cancer into the title of your post so others can come along and offer support. Many find it helpful to chat here about their fears and it does help to know you have an outlet when you feel alone. Your little girl must bring you bundles of love at a time when you really need it most. Hope your waiting period for sugery is not too long and wish you all the best. Jules54
if I had a little girl, that's the name I would choose, it's so pretty as I sure your little one is. I have two boys their the light of my life.. When I read your post, I thought this girl needs a big hug, your very hard on yourself, of course your emotions are all over the place, how could they not be when your dealing with cancer. I've never had cancer so I wouldn't never presume to know how you must be feeling. I have sat on the other side of the fence and watched over loved ones battle this god awful disease. Watching a loved one is tough, theirs no hand book to refer to in the home for how you should act/feel/speak 24 hours a day. Some manage to pull together some may drift apart. My best friends husband was unable to cope. He wasn't a malicious uncaring man. He felt so utterly useless in the beginning not knowing what to say, so he said nothing.. it wasn't that he didn't love his wife...he was just consumed by fear..and the what ifs thoughts. It took months but little by little they found each other again. Be kind to yourself, you are far from stupid, you will never be alone here. love Kate x
