This has been the hardest thing in my life i was diagnosed 1 1/2 years ago I have had a peg feed in which I got thrush in it and my mouth I haven't eaten much at all well can't eat. I got a double embolism on my heart they gave me six hrs to live, then I got life threatening c dif and they gave me 12 hrs to live I am under a physiology which is helping but the after math is horrendous some day's I don't want to get up but I have got six beautiful grandchildren and they mean everything.