Hello Julie

I know it's so hard to hear, and just come home after thinking about it. Stay strong you can always chat to people on hear if you want to talk/ scream/ cry/ laugh even its up to you, but don't keep it all in that's what I have to keep telling myself, my cancer has come back and I feel so angry this time but I cry a lot this time too( not in front of any one) but it helps so what ever helps for you! Tell your mum you will be there for her as much as she wants and needs but have even 10 minutes to yourself everyday to do what you need to release the pain and heartache, keep strong thinking of you. My dad died of lung cancer, my sister died of Hodgkins, and my other sister is in remission from breast cancer so  we all can surprise ourselves with what we can deal with so stay strong.

Fellow fighter Mel