Had endoscopy on Monday and the results were not very good.the staff have said that a abnormal lump was found in the rectum 15 cm from the entrance of my bottom and also wear and tear of the rectum.so a biopsy was taken and has been sent for testing for cancer .mean while I am waiting for appointment for MRI scan and cat scan and also bloods were taken(when they found a vein.tight Yorkshire man).after 24 hours the reality struck home and all sorts of thoughts are running through my head.have read other posts and feel that I am not the only one in this dilemma and it is good I found this site.nigel