Hello like you ive been told today that I have breast cancer. I think we have both turned to the right place though to get some support and help. So thats one major step done. What your going through I think may be perfectly natural. All day I have been strong and philosophical with people about my cancer. Then woken up feeling blank and for me afraid. Perhaps we have to take it a step at a time and accept this. Do you have the cancer nurse coming to see you to talk this through?