Hi thought I'd come on here to see if anyone feels the same. My mom died of cancer 5 years ago. Since then I've been petrified of getting cancer myself and dying. I just can't bear the thought of leaving my young children without a mommy. Just lately it's totally filling my mind, I can't shake it off. I feel that I know that one day I am going to be told I have this terrible illness, just like she was. I don't know whether it's because it's coming up to her anniversary or if it's part of the grieving process? (Even after 5 years?) I just wondered if anyone else feels the same. Thanks x
