Hi everyone I am new to this forum, I was first diagnosed with kidney cancer 12 years ago, and was lucky that all I need was to have my kidney removed, after 5 years I was given the all clear. Last November I had a my left thyroid removed and discoveredI that the lump was secondary kidney cancer, a CT scan at the end of December showed I have 3 more tumours, one in my remaining kidney and 2 in my pancreas . As I am fit and well they wanted to leave it 2 months before more tests, I am due to have a CT scan next week, and D day ( decision day) will be on the 3rd March . I am normally a very positive person but struggling at the moment , my emotions are all over the place , can anyone offer any advice on how to cope.. Xx