Have eventually joined

Hi I am a 55 year old female who was diagnosed with advance kidney cancer with spread in November 2013. Prognosis was not good but having started on pazabanib tumour in kidney and the metasis have shrunk. Having keep reading the forum over the past few months have plucked up the courage to join, not used to talking about my self. I am at the moment been offered an operation to remove the offended kidney having been told that this would not be done therefore feel decisions are having to be made again after just getting used to the original diagnosis. Silly really as I am treating it as good news.