Hi there and welcome to the forum. It's understandable that you feel that way and there are a few organisations that arrange that kind of thing. Maggies is one and you can find your nearest centre at https://www.maggies.org/our-centres/what-maggies-does/support-groups/ Also MacMillian have a similar thing on this page - https://www.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-information-and-support/get-help/emotional-help/cancer-community-meet-ups I hope that helps.