Hi I’m just a bit stressed out

I lost my mum to bowel cancer two years ago she was only 65 it was hard for us all as a family to watch her struggle from diagnosis to a year and half going through treatments stoma bag loss of her lovely hair etc to then losing her and now I’m stressing about losing my husband because he did a at home test and is now waiting for a colonoscopy

so I’m just overthinking about it and panicking as I was so strong caring for my mum and family but if we’re going to get bad news about my husband I don’t think I will be able to be as strong

it’s so horrible the waiting and not knowing what is going to happen

I really do hope it’s just me overthinking things we will just have to wait for the appointment and the instructions about the colonoscopy and then wait for the results fingers crossed everything goes well I have been with my husband since I was 17 47 now and would be lost without him