Hello everyone

I have just joined this site/forum.  My husband (we married this year) had a radical prostatectomy before we met as was diagnosed with prostate cancer.  We have been together just over 3 years and I was fully aware of his circumstances when we met.  His PSA levels are checked frequently but following the most recent test, the results show a rise.  He had PET and MRI scans which were inconclusive of cancer in the bones, but he has to have radiotherapy for 6 weeks in the prostate area as a preventative measure.  He is a fair few years older than me, and was 70 this year.  I lost my previous partner to bowel cancer and really not quite sure how to feel about this recent news.  I am either numb or angry.  He will not talk about it, just plays melancholy songs about life and the meaning of life. Even if I attempt to mention anything (I have of course said I will be supportive), he just says there's nothing to talk about and it feels likeI am being shut out.  I am practical kind of person, just get on but seriously feeling angry and peed off right now.  So, just reaching out...Thanks for reading