Struggling

Hi

I am currently undergoing chemo and never realised how badly, I would be affected by side effects.  

I had assumed life would carry on, but I am barely able to care for myself and spend weeks laid up. I don't get out. The nausea and diarrhoea seems to be ruling me.

I just wondered is anyone else like this? I've had amendments to treatment and various anti sickness but at times it is raising negative thoughts.

Any tips, advice would be appreciated. I thought, I'd return to work but instead the sofa and bathroom takes up my whole day.

Thank you