Heya.

Welcome to the forums in order to start off with here. The waiting is the hardest part. I wonder if you have ever heard of Maggie’s support centre. Alternatively call the helpline on 0808 800 4040 to talk with a nurse about your feelings. You can do this and we are here with you. Best wishes always. There are more of distraction and relaxation videos on YouTube that are nice to watch.

Finding a hobby helped me stay busy and on top of things. I used to do puzzles whilst I waited for chemo to be over. I also did so much reading and arts and crafts too. I tried different card games and so on. I found keeping a diary helped. Sometimes I went for a walk around the entire hospital. I also made up short quizzes. I often played scrabble. I mastered card games. I made stuff out of classic Lego bricks. The key is to find a hobby that interests everyone.

I used to do various hobbies to find one that worked for me. Keep us updated. Find a support group. All of the mainstream cancer trusts and charities have them. Stay healthy.