Hi everyone. 

I’ve had a problem the last few months with my nipple hurting, and getting a red patch, I got checked and scanned and there was nothing at all. I was a mess though, convinced it was something awful and just scared but started to relax. 

Two months later same thing but a lump appeared, if I pressed on it quite hard then white/yellow liquid would come out of what were the old piercing holes I used to have. I haven’t worn jewellery in them for about 12 years. It was really painful again but I didn’t feel unwell and it wasn’t hot. 
I had an ultrasound and there was a black round oval, she said looks like infection and I got antibiotics, I’ve finished them and it’s still the same. 
went back today for another ultrasound and he said he thinks it’s an infected duct or something but he wants me to have a biopsy and I am freaking out. 
I haven’t been able to eat or sleep anyway being worried about this and now he wants a biopsy I feel like I’m spiralling. 

I don’t know how to stay calm or positive. I feel like the only reason he wants a biopsy is because it’s IBC and I don’t know how to stop myself from losing my mind. I can’t stop googling and checking ultrasound images.

i don’t know what to do