Hello 

Hello,...  Happy Friday :)

Hope you are ok 

Yes. I’m happy, you

Good to hear that 

Tell us more about yourself. 

That's like asking me how longs a peice of string :) 

Thankfully grew up In the 80s and 90s so without phones or Internet, makes such a difference today as its made me very socially active and love meeting new people etc and feel it's one of my best assets, put me in the tricky or awkward scenario and I'll be absolutely fine, don't get me wrong I do feel negative and low at times however I am able to snap myself out of it by either meditation or musuc or by simply having a  word with myself. 

Having never asked for help in my entire life, this process has made me reach out and it's been the toughest challenge for me personally, and now I feel a bit silly for being a lone ranger and battling through life in general but I guess better late than never 

Ticked off 99% of bucket list things over the years so pretty content. 

West ham fan so feel free to give me some stick lol

I could go on but will leave it for now. 

Please do let me know a little about yourself also if you're able to 

That's like asking me how longs a peice of string :) 

Thankfully grew up In the 80s and 90s so without phones or Internet, makes such a difference today as its made me very socially active and love meeting new people etc and feel it's one of my best assets, put me in the tricky or awkward scenario and I'll be absolutely fine, don't get me wrong I do feel negative and low at times however I am able to snap myself out of it by either meditation or musuc or by simply having a  word with myself. 

Having never asked for help in my entire life, this process has made me reach out and it's been the toughest challenge for me personally, and now I feel a bit silly for being a lone ranger and battling through life in general but I guess better late than never 

Ticked off 99% of bucket list things over the years so pretty content. 

West ham fan so feel free to give me some stick lol

I could go on but will leave it for now. 

Please do let me know a little about yourself also if you're able to 

I’m an arty girl. I love sewing and making things with my hands too. I prefer art over music. 

Anything creative is good for the soul I think,  I did have a quick lesson from a girl from work on crochet a few months back which was hilarious for her as I couldn't get to grips with it at all.. Had to  blame the chemo even though I just terrible at it haha 

Find a sewing tutorial video on YouTube. 

I think I just find it to fiddly (not sure if that's even a word but hopefully you know what I mean)  I remember trying to fix some trouser leg seems many years ago which took absolutely ages.  Some things are best lleft to professionals

Ok xxx 

I've got a few pairs of jeans that need new zips if your interested lol I was quoted 25 quid for each one.. I'm in the wrong job :) 

Ok message me 

I didn't expect that reply :)  if your down the road then perfect but you could be hundreds of miles away haha

I live in between Guildford and Redhill hospitals, which is where I have been going treatment and appointments, I'm actually at hospital tomorrow for a ct scan.... Whereabouts are you roughly located? 

Hi Djvglobal, I grew up in the 80s, you're so right no phones or internet has made me also more socially capable of interaction with people person to person (Unlike most youngsters born now.) I have never asked for help my entire life (But I think I have been born into a toxic family, who only seem to care about money.) But recently I had a Macmillan cancer buddy who called me once a week for 6 weeks (She was like a breath of fresh air/So positive.) We need to look after ourselves now, and if your like I have always been stop putting others 1st, its time to put ourselves 1st now. I was diagnosed with CLL, which is a pain in the *** (Not literally) as I intended to start up my own little business, but timing has ?uggered that up. 

My God you've ticked 99% off your bucket list, well done. So good to hear from someone who appears positive on here, Oh I only meant to say Hello :)

• Hiya.
• Thanks for the reply and we are very very similar as to the reasons for  me not asking for help, I tend to just park that now (cant change the past and all that) and as a result whatever drama I'm faced with I always think there's someone in a much worse position and although that's difficult at times it seems to be working as I feel I'm just winging this cancer stuff but thankfully I've loads of positive comments from here and friends which is such a moral boost and even being outgoing and sociable it's definitely needed