Welcome to the forum, Teazy1, and thank you for taking the time to post, especially as you are feeling a bit lost.
Many people here will be able to relate to what you are going through, and I noticed that you have already received some replies on another thread. This is a supportive space and there are many others on Cancer Chat who will understand how you are feeling.
If at any point you feel it might help to talk things through with someone, our nurses are available on 0808 800 4040, Monday to Friday, 9am to 5pm. They are very used to speaking with people who feel uncertain or unsettled and can offer a listening ear.
You are not alone here, even if it may feel that way right now.
