Hi - I am  about to have my 3rd Colonoscopy and 2nd Endoscopy — all within a 2-month period and it’s been exhausting 

I was originally advised  it’s in the right ( large) colon - then last night as my Consultant was arranging the next procedure - he said it was in the stomach as a it was in a small polyp he had removed ( which I was originally told was normal)

He said after he has performed the next Colonoscopy (3rd) and Endoscopy ( 2nd) - then I might just need to”a small amount of chemo or radiotherapy 

I truly feel like this is so confusing and the waiting is just mind-blowing

has anybody else had something similar and am I the only one feeling like I don’t really know what  is going to happen 

My Consultant originally said Grade 1 - I thought this was the one where they just watch and see’ - but now this cancer feels very real with mention of chemo/radiotherapy

i’m not sure how to deal with all this information