Hello cricketsam123

I'm sorry to hear that you've recently been diagnsoed with testicular cancer for the second time. This must have been incredibly difficult news to recieve and I hope that you're being well supported by family, friends and the health professionals involved in your care. 

It's understandable that you've been feeling overwhelmed by a rollercoaster of thoughts and emotions since this news. What have the team said with regards to the recommended treatment? You mention that you're concerned about how you will feel after surgery - do talk things through with your specialist or cancer nurse as it may be that they can offer some reassurance. 

Being diagnosed with cancer at any age can leave you feeling like opportunities in the future have been taken away, even more so when you're diagnsoed at a young age. You might find it helpful to have a look at the website for a charity called Shine Cancer Support who specifically support people diagnsoed in their 20s, 30s and 40s. You might also want to have a look at the Testicular Cancer UK website to see if you can connect with other young men who have been through this diagnosis. 

If it would help to chat things through with one of our nurses you're most welcome to give them a call. I know they will be happy to listen and offer any information, advice and support they can. They're available Monday to Friday 9am to 5pm on 0808 800 4040. 

I hope that treatment goes smoothly for you cricketsam123. Keep in touch and let us know how you get on. We're here for you. 

Best wishes, 
Jenn
Cancer Chat moderator