Anyone else here knows they’re lucky but had the sense of dread hanging over them. I had a tumour removed that was cancer and I was told I was lucky which I know I am. But, further planned treatment makes me feel that it’s never going to be over. I just wish it was. Also, I find that no one talks about it. Is this normal? I understand that friends might find it difficult to talk about but sometimes I feel I need it to be acknowledged. Am I wrong?