Recently had squamous cell cancer removed from inside my mouth.with clear margins and grafted  skin flap,from right thigh ,neck dissection and lymph node removal and tracheostomy.  Finding it hard now after RT and chemo, like im in limbo,  pain still remains in face , not got full control of swallow so everything is through feeding  Rigg.Remain deaf in left here and skin on neck is still tender ! What's next ?