Hi I was diagnosed with high grade bladder cancer in May this year, I’ve had 2 operations to remove the tumours which I have always felt positive about, I went to see the specialist last Monday and was told I could have the BCG treatment which if it didn’t work the cancer would spread by the end of the treatment or I could have my bladder removed which still won’t cure it. I feel as though the odds are better to have my bladder removed but I am on such a downer and possibly still in shock as I just was not expecting the answers I got on Monday. I hope this makes sense, my head is in such a mess at the moment, my youngest is 11 and I am trying to stay so strong for my family but I am finding it so difficult and feel as though I am going backwards
