Hello Jazzy_mum  I hope you’re ok! At the moment all you can do really is wait for this appointment. But it’s reassuring that you have been given an urgent referral. I had to wait over 9 weeks for smear results, when I had a visible 5 cm tumor but that’s an error that my GP made.

so just know, whatever it is, it could just be an erosion with a simple polyp. Xx

Thanks I’m just really scared and waiting seems to take forever even if it is only a couple of weeks. I don’t usually bleed as on the mini pill but I’ve passed an almost black clot today. There is definitely something going on.

I can remember being like you, though I had no timescale left in limbo. I hardly slept, ate…smiled. I had endless tabs open. People say not to google, but when you know something’s up and no one is listening it’s all I could do. Rightly or wrongly. But I was armed of what it could be, but when I finally got my colposcopy I saw the Dr and  I can only call her as my Angel. She knew straight away. They know what they are looking for. 

I am always here to talk if you need, anytime I can help I will xx