Hi everyone

As yet I have no prognosis for my leukaemia as they are still working things out for me, but hubby (special note to all re HOPE) kept going for NINE YEARS with stage IV lung cancer, far exceeding his initial six-month prognosis!

Now his miracle drugs have stopped working, so we are having a final shot at radiotherapy and what will be will be. Unfortunately he does not seem to realise that his time is probably very limited now, and I have decided to wait until that dawns on him - and he brings it up - rather than mention it myself.

So I will be on here mostly regarding him, because this is where I think I will need most support, having already been through dreadful “anticipatory grief” years ago that I could obviously never but a tight lid on.
And I’m dreading what’s to come.

Allbest to all of you and thanks for being here. I think I'm going to need you!