Hi I was diagnosed in August last year with Non Hodgkin lymphoma ( follicular lymphoma. I am on watch and wait, which has blown my mind, I had prepared my mind for treatment. To be told I don't need treatment yet has messed with my mind. I feel like I'm walking round with a ticking time bomb waiting to go off. I have my family and friends saying, why are they leaving you what if the Cancer gets worse. I can not reassure them because it's how I feel.