Hello Nuts517

I wanted to post a response to ask how you got on today? I hope that being back at work wasn't too overwhelming and that the day has gone as smoothly as you could have hoped for. 

From all that you've shared in your post regarding your diagnoses and current situation, it's perfectly understandable that the thought of going back to work has been a struggle. 

It's good to hear that you're doing okay physically. Sounds from your post as if you could perhaps do with some support to help improve your mental health which isn't surprising given all that you've been through. 

You don't mention if you've had any counselling or the opportunity to talk with a cancer support specialist at any point since your first diagnosis. If you have a specialist cancer nurse that you can contact I'd really encourage you to reach out to them for some advice. They should know what services are available in your local area and arrange a referral if necessary. You might also like to have a look and see if there is a Maggies that you could visit. Or you might want to have a look at the services that Penny Brohn provides. 

If you'd prefer to talk with one of our nurses you're most welcome to give them a call. I know they will be happy to listen and offer any advice, information and support they can. They're available Monday to Friday 9am to 5pm on 0808 800 4040. 

I'll also mention Nuts517 that if you feel you're struggling with low mood then don't be afraid to make an appointment to talk with your GP for some advice and support as well. 

You've been through so much and it's understandable that you have times when you feel overwhelmed by the situation you're in. Don't be afraid to talk with those around you and reach out for support. Hopefully, you can find the help you need to begin to improve things. 

Sending you my best wishes, 
Jenn
Cancer Chat moderator