I have recently been diagnosed with lobular breast cancer I had my second surgery yesterday As the margins were bigger than though my lymph glands are clear and it is contained in my breast will see consultant nxt week regarding my treatment plan 

I feel like this is very surreal and can't seem to believe this is happening I am on antidepressants not for this been on them for about 18mnths so I suppose these are blunting my feelings don't know if this is agood thing or not