4yrs ago I had kidney cancer. Low grade 2.i had half of a kidney removed by robot. Life was great. I changed a few things in my life. Never felt more healthy in all my life. 4yrs testing. Returned to spine and ribs no cure this time. Was put on a chemo pill to hold things back. But for me it's not worked. I've been put on morphine for the horrific pain. But it doesn't help at all. I'm scared and depressed. I have 2 small girls and no one else around me. I worry about my girls and what will happen to them. What else could I try. I can't die yet?