I'm 49 now have terminal secondary bowel cancer after a 5 year fight, surgery and radiotherapy aren't on the cards anymore so last resort to keep it from growing any further is Chemotherapy infusion and tablet's, the mouth ulcers are severe as is the acne and the weight loss is slowly beginning to happen, but worst of all is the toll it's taken on me mentally. I have an amazing wife who has been a rock of support but yet I still feel lonely most days and I also have the most beautiful 8 year old Son whom I love with every fibre in me.
