So sorry for your situation. Have just been through a similar experience waiting 5 weeks for biopsy results.It's a nightmare and the nights are dark and lonely. Try to do something and rest at every opportunity. Eat what you like, but I found little and often rather than set meals which I found threatening!! The days do eventually pass.I did a lot of reading and when I met for my results, they were quite surprised what I knew, more so myself. Waiting seems to go hand in hand with this disease. Get some rest.