Hello longtallacey

I'm sorry to hear that you're struggling with your situation at the moment. 

If you're able to tell us a little more about what's going on for you at the moment we may be able to help with some information and support. 

If you'd like to chat things through with one of our nurses you can call them on 0808 800 4040, Monday to Friday 9am to 5pm. 

Best wishes, 
Jenn
Cancer Chat moderator