Radiotherapy can give you fatigue, I'm feeling just like you. I have no energy, motivation and it doesn't take a lot to make me emotional. Funny because I cried when I got my recall letter and that was it. Never cried all the way through. A lovely nurse told me that it would hit at the end of treatment and she was right. That's probably where you are right now. Everything to do with hospital visits are at an end and all of a sudden it hits you. It's been rough, unexpected, your life turned upside down, how to feel remotely normal again, concerns for the future, it's extremely draining and it effects your mental health. Macmillans or maggies could help on going forward, always worth speaking to someone. You've been on a really awful journey, everyone's cancer is unique to them and yeah, I've felt guilty too about how I've come through this relatively unscathed. You are just as important as anyone else, don't feel guilty. Sending a big hug and don't rush your recovery x

Thank you so much for your kind words.I was much the same as you all the way through,so guess it's just all caught up. I had another shock today as my daughter has just today come from the doctor and has to to breast clinic next week as she has a lump. I  at the same time my husband needs  cT for a anmoly on his chest xray. Just can't seem to get a breath at the moment. But at least I am now able to support them as they have me in recent months. I hope you are beginning to feel soon . Send hugs and best wishes thank you .x