I'm sorry to hear about your Dad. I'm finding a small comfort in knowing I'm not alone in this and my feelings are perfectly normal. Making future plans seem to be so hard especially when I know she won't be in them. Thinking of you and your family also x 

Thank you xxx It is so difficult, I keep trying to think about the now and the time we do have and not the future as when I think about the future it’s so upsetting. Take care and thank you for talking x

Thank you, sorry to hear about your dad. I hope what I said in a reply to OP can help you too. X

Thank you, it did help. Sometimes I find myself not knowing to to say, or not say. Sending you kind thoughts and wishes x

It's not easy. Try to stay positive create a network friends that you can release your emotions into if you need to as well. It does help, mine were 280miles away but always on the end of the phone when I needed to release. Forever grateful to them even now as I undergo the tests for a second time myself. X