I have been told I need to start radiotherapy/chemotherapy. The results are not coming back as quick as I thought. My nurse spoke to me today to say she has had to chase pathology to send the results ASAP. I had a colonoscopy in May. I feel like I am in no man/persons land. The nights are where my head starts to overthink things. I thought I was doing o.k. but obviously I'm not. Luckily I have a fit note for work ( which d*** decided to call it a fit note ). My first time writing on here.