There’s quite a few us here… I have my mri on Sunday after having the hysteroscopy last Saturday. Feels like forever ago … they know it’s cancer. It’s a scary place to be isn’t it? We have to stay strong … every day we take life granted so at least we can living our lives consciously, making sure each day counts. I’ve spent my week putting my affairs in order, making sure I’ve left everything for my daughters to administer as easily as possible. Writing a new will today … should’ve done these things sooner because now it feels like I’m preparing for death instead of preparing for living, 

try and be proactive … I find it very hard not to be in control of matters so planning ahead at least keeps me in control of the things I can control. I too am scared. Positive thoughts to you x