Hello lovely 

I totally get where your coming from my awful journey has been going on for 4weeks now and I'm still not got any certain answers now awaiting a biopsy from a specialist team at a different hospital which in it self is scary ,I've been referred under the 2week act and my nerves are shot to bits it's been 4weeks of hell ...i agree the waiting takes over and your mind takes you to some real dark places honestly no one can come close to knowing how it's feels unless they have been here ...I wouldn't wish this on anyone ..

Try keep your mind busy work helps me sometimes if I'm having good day if I'm on a bad day I can end up doing more damage then good at work BUT I have more good days then bad which is good, lots beach walks or just walks in general, my daughter keeps me busy to but I do struggle of an eve when she goes bed so half time I take myself to bed when she does ...

I really hope you get some answers soon and the wait isn't to long please just know your not alone and can find some comfort from this site I personally find this site helps me alot comforting in knowing we aren't alone and we are all so very strong, :-)

I'm here if you ever need a chat or rant I'm a good listener :-) xxx