Long story, history of infertility and miscarriage. Forced by GP to go on HRT to protect bones due to hormone profile 9 years ago. Told my risk of anything very low due to hormonal profile and HRT was just to bring me to normal levels. Worst advice ever! Now 49, told GP many many times about spotting but suddenly referred for urgent ultrasound. Lining 6.4mm so only slightly over their 5mm guideline) but she considers me postmenopausal which I'm not so then used HRT excuse (which is convenient considering it was just to get me to normal). So urgent biopsy referral.

GP is just bash bash do tests! No explanation, cancer mentioned in reports she never has, but equally has given me NO information on what else it might be, what the chances are it is cancer etc. She is just determined to prove herself right ... being treated as a body who has no feelings! 

Caused severe anxiety and triggered past trauma re infertility and losses. 

Very angry with GP in how it's being handled and for ignoring me when I've mentioned it before. Also ignored other tests non related just because they came from an adhd clinic. 

Anyway in a state of limbo and very very worried and anxious. Happy belated birthday to me!!!