My dad was diagnosed as terminally ill only just last week. I’m still processing things and haven’t lost anyone close to me before. I have waves of overwhelming sadness where I breakdown but then periods of normality. I’m trying to enjoy the time I have left with him and he’s been an absolute rock, being cheerful and enjoying every day. I have 3 brothers and a mother who are all going through this with me. Aunties and uncles who are also there and enjoying the time we have together. But it’s still so hard. This is the first forum I’ve been on and wanted to drop a message as this has been the most difficult time of my life.
