wife of 40+ years won’t see christmas how do i cope

how am i expected to cope without my soulmate / wife 

i have failed her i cannot make her better . it is breaking my heart every day. why can’t i have the cancer and let her live 

i i have been informed her diagnosis  which was 10 weeks ago and that i will be alone on christmas. 

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  • Offline Unpublished Reply

    How have you failed her? Imagine how I feel leaving children and grandchildren behind through my own irresponsible pill taking?

  • Offline in reply to fresia987 Unpublished Parent Reply

    i think i will have to leave this page . unfortunately this is not a website that will help me . it seems others want to put me on a guilt trip for what i am going through 

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  • Offline in reply to fresia987 Unpublished Parent Reply

    i think i will have to leave this page . unfortunately this is not a website that will help me . it seems others want to put me on a guilt trip for what i am going through 

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