A warm welcome to the forum, Bluelady.

I'm sorry to hear about your recent diagnosis. Dealing with cancer recurrence can be difficult, especially when it comes with the added weight of previous losses and the impact on your family so it's completely understandable to feel scared and overwhelmed by this news.

Staying strong in the face of such adversity is commendable, but it's also important to allow yourself to feel and process your emotions. Lean on your support network, whether it's family, friends, or professionals to help you navigate through this. It's also crucial to stay connected with your healthcare team and discuss any concerns or questions you may have about your treatment plan as they can offer support which is tailored to your specific situation.

Remember to take things one step at a time and prioritise self-care during this difficult time. 

Last but not least, please remember you're welcome here any time you need a chat or to simply vent your feelings.

All the best,

Renata, Cancer Chat Moderator