I am so sorry to hear about your situation. I think you are quite entitled to all the feelings you’re having - a perfectly natural reaction. I don’t think there’s a magic solution. The good thing is that you are going to have treatment so there is hope. Try to focus on a positive outcome - easy to say I know. I’m waiting on tests and results for endometrial cancer which is causing me sleepless nights etc. If you can, talk to friends and family about your worries - sometimes they’re worse when theybrattle around in your own head.

good luck. Thinking about you